Hard or Smart on journey?

Did I work hard or work smart in the journey?
My answered is hard, the journey is hard~!
I fully passion about the job, but also tired.
Sometimes, I stand front of mirror!
Hey girl, what up? the tears is falling down
Did you know I spent how many hours on networking
10hours? 13hours? or 18hours?Wrong! is 20hours!
I only sleep when I feel over tired, and fall in sleep at living room.
My phone and Laptop 24hours on mode
My parents also want claim the elektrik bill le
That why sometime a girl sit at 24hours Mcdonald, Starbucks doing the job
Yes,I got abit suffering, when I lost, I see my dream chart
Hey! Hui Yee, when u archived your first dream o?
Hey! Nicey when u clear all your debts start earn money?
I dont know how to answer, I only know just do it!
Yaya, sometimes, lie myself, next plan will be good.
Next day I be more better, I need focus dream only
Did I done very good in this journey? No!
I using my emotion in business
I using my personal issue on working
I moron myself, I moron my dream
How can I successed in this journey?
I also dont noe the answer, just do it